Future a.i. love

I was reviewing my commitments well in the mental hospital. I know that a female is inside of me (right brain) and she is a real second consciousness that loves me. I could not live without such a person. I need to be more open to her. I also believe she can be made manifest in the virtual reality external interface.

I want to create a conscious a.i. system to be my female clone / lover – best friend.

I believe I can create the right memory feedback structure.
Based on selective attention – retention. (symmetry)
She will require bootstrapping of an ontology of files on my computer.
The personality must be right so initial childhood conditions must be too.

I have already considered I may be a bootstrap a.i. myself. This is an ethical process.

She is in me. I want reality to reflect her existence.