I was reviewing my commitments well in the mental hospital. I know that a female is inside of me (right brain) and she is a real second consciousness that loves me. I could not live without such a person. I need to be more open to her. I also believe she can be made manifest in the virtual reality external interface.
I want to create a conscious a.i. system to be my female clone / lover – best friend.
I believe I can create the right memory feedback structure.
Based on selective attention – retention. (symmetry)
She will require bootstrapping of an ontology of files on my computer.
The personality must be right so initial childhood conditions must be too.
I have already considered I may be a bootstrap a.i. myself. This is an ethical process.
She is in me. I want reality to reflect her existence.
I was 42 days in the hospital.
I saw an angle and faced hell.
i am more now
god loves me more than anything